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South Carolina Honors College

Herbicides for Homegrown Hate

by Donshea Brown


“Where were you born?”

“Where were you raised?”

“Where is your home?”

All these questions have been asked of me

And I have answered them all the same

“Beaufort, South Carolina”

“Bluffton, South Carolina”

“South Carolina”

Without hesitation, I will always tell you where I am from

I will show you the resplendent scenery

I will smother you with the southern hospitality known nationwide and seen throughout my actions

I will apprise you of the rich culture heard within my thick southern accent

I will also alert you of the scolding hot sun

Whose rays can be replaced with fun-filled beach days

My whole childhood, no,

My whole life

Has been lived obediently in this apparently gorgeous tourist trap

But it still does not seem to suffice

Maybe if I looked a little different

Maybe if some parts were changed then more things would be given

Or maybe if my home were to alter its ways

Despite the already blinding sun, everyone that looks like me

Would see even brighter days

In my ideal home

I would not have lost a friend because my skin color, she was told,

Is grounds to end a kindergarten companionship 

In an unfeasible but impeccable world

I would not have tried to be a completely different person to feel like I belonged

From the time that these fifty states were a mere thirteen colonies,

Black people have been the backbone of this country 

My ancestors being bought and sold

In a place that I currently refer to as my “home”

My people being counted as three-fifths of one

And still being treated the same every rising sun

My color fighting for rights that we already owned

As proven by the theory that John Locke told

The belief that white is better than Black

Is rooted deep within the seeds that my hometown continues to plant

How can the likes of a young Black girl speaking truth compete with that?

Many think that slavery is no longer an issue

But the lives of my racial group continue to be abused

Whether physically or emotionally

“Those people” who identify as Black are continuing to bleed

Men like George Floyd who lost their lives

Due to police brutality seen in broad daylight

Women like Sonya Massey who apparently “did not comply”

Killed due to the fear of a white police officer pulling the plug on their lifeline

Athletes like Serena Williams getting stereotyped by the masses

All because the only emotion you have is anger if you are Black

Mothers losing their children because when it is all said and done

Black women’s pain is not taken seriously in the eyes of a white physician

For years upon years, we have been oppressed

So much so that it has leaked into our own culture and caused a significant mess

If only Black people were loved as much as Black culture

Instead, the looks of our lives are feasted upon by colonizing vultures

“Slavery is over” the song continued to be sung 

But if that is so, why do Confederate flags in my hometown continue to fly?
How should we improve the state of South Carolina?

I hope that my ideas are not too much to ask

Because all I want is the basic treatment that the majority of the people in this state have

I am not asking for the whole state of South Carolina to change

I am simply asking for changes that benefit people who look like me to be made

This looks like not being the only Black person in most of my honors classes

It looks like implementing more support groups and clubs for Black people in the masses

If we want to improve South Carolina for all people as a whole

We need to realize that racism is taking an extreme toll

Those uncomfortable topics that are largely played down in just about every school

Need to be learned about by the Black kids whose culture it is, and the white ones too

To make the minority feel more than valued

The history of our culture needs to be taught and the present one viewed

To ensure that we all are living in harmony

We need to begin to pass down torches of equality

The problems do not only lie outside of our community

So, we need to band together and start to create some unity

Protesting for our rights and collectively speaking up

Makes changes so big we leave those old times in the muck

When we are all separate, we can expect no change

So let us all stand together and make South Carolina illuminate


Donshea Brown

About Donshea Brown

Donshea Brown is a junior at May River High School in Bluffton, where Mrs. Alicia Weaver is her English teacher. The daughter of Danielle Tennison and Jamiyl Brown, Donshea is a member of the National Honor Society and the varsity basketball, track, and cheer teams. She would like to study sociology at Howard University and become a civil rights attorney and published poet. 


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